A LITTLE SWEETNESS

HAVE YOU GUYS WATCHED IT???!!!! MAROON 5 BACK WITH THEIR NEW MUSIC VIDEO! I know it's kind of late-_- tapi gila brruuuhhhhhh udah 9 kali nonton tetep aja ada greget momentnya! super cinta sama om Adam:* aaaaaa kalo iya di my wedding party nanti Adam levine sama bandnya nyelusup kaa gitu bisa-bisa nanti gajadi kawin sama calon suami malah minta kawin sama Adam nya.... DUH! GUBRAK-_____- pas liriknya yang "sugar. yes please, won't you come and put it down on me?" rasanya pengen kesana terus jawab SINI MAASS DIRUMAH SAYA BANYAK GULA!! NANTI SAYA TUANGIN MAU SATU KARUNG JUGA SAYA RELA!! maaf ya biasa kalo jam segini udah mulai.................. Insane-_- udah deh ya ulasannya sampe sini aja. judulnya sih a little sweetness tapi isinya malah a loads of jijikin-ness wkwkwk. yasudah nih aku kasih yang sweetnya <3

CERRIDWEN TALE

CERRIDWEN, CELTIC GODDESS OF DEATH AND TRANSFORMATION

Cerridwen, the Celtic Goddess of Witchcraft and the Underworld, lived on an island in the middle of Lake Tegid with her two children. Her daughter, who she named Creidwy, was a truly beautiful child; while her son, who was known as Afagdu was, perhaps, the ugliest child to ever grace the face of this Earth.
Like any other loving and caring mother Cerridwen wanted only the best for her children. It was obvious that Creidwy would do well in life. Unfortunately, however, Cerridwen knew all too well that Afagdu’s looks would only act as a detriment. So, in order to counter her son’s physical appearence, Cerridwen began to brew a magickal formula which would give him all the knowledge, wisdom and prophecy in the world, making him the most brilliant and inspired of men.

Cerridwen continued to work on that formula for one year and a day, simply to produce three drops of that precious liquid. It was kept simmering in her cauldron under the care of a young boy named Gwion.

Then one day it happened. While Cerridwen was out in the forest gathering herbs, the three drops of the boiling liquid accidentally flew up onto Gwion's finger, burning it and causing him great pain. In what appeared to be a typically automatic response, Gwion stuck his burned finger into his mouth in order to ease his pain.

All at once Gwion’s whole world quickly began to change, once the formula’s mighty powers began to work their magickal spell. Suddenly, he was able to hear everything that went on in the world. In fact, in that one brief instant, he was able to understand all the secrets of the universe, as well as the knowledge of the past, the present and the future. Luckily for Gwion, the sudden increase in his perception made him well aware of exactly what Cerridwen would do to him once she realized that it was he, rather then her beloved son, who had acquired the formula’s magickal powers. Fearing Cerridwen’s wrath, Gwion quickly fled away, but the all-knowing, all-seeing Cerridwen immediately realized what had happened, and she began to pursue Gwion with a vengence.

The race was on. When Gwion used his new shape-shifting abilities to change himself into a hare, Cerridwen pursued him in the form of a greyhound, and the two of them continued to play a game of cat and mouse, in a long and ongoing pursuit. If Gwion changed himself into a fish, then Cerridwen would change herself into an otter; and when he changed himself into a bird, she immediately became a hawk. It was not until Gwion changed himself into a grain of wheat, that Cerridwen knew for certain that he was hers. Immediately, she changed herself into a hen and then she quickly ate the grain of wheat that was Gwion.

Something unexpected happened, however, when Cerridwen ate that grain of wheat. By ingesting it Cerredwen became pregnant, and nine months later she gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. There was little surprise, and no doubt about the fact that the child born to Cerridwen was actually Gwion. It was, however, the Gwion that he had previously been, when he was nothing more then a very young child.

Cerridwen soon made the decision that enough was enough, and that all the intrigue finally had to come to an end. She was, however, unable to find it within her heart to kill the child. So she placed him inside a leather pouch, and then set the pouch afloat in the sea. Luck was definitely on Gwion’s side because Elphin, the son of a wealthy squire, discovered the pouch with the sleeping Gwion inside of it. Elphin and his wife happened to be childless, so they decided to adopt the boy, and because he was such a beautiful child they named him Taliesin, which means "beautiful brow." Even at an extremely early age, Taliesin had the most wonderful gift for poetry, and when he grew into a man, the poet Taliesin became known, far and wide, as the greatest poet to ever come out of Wales.

This is a tale which the people of Wales could easily identify with, because to them, death and rebirth are normal and necessary parts of existence, if true inspiration is to occur. It appeared to be completely natural to them, as well, that Cerridwen, the Goddess of True Inspiration, was also the poet's Muse.

That was the famous Myth of Cerridwen and her Cauldron. Unfortunately, Cerridwen, just like many other Goddesses, is remembered solely for the way that she appears in one particular myth. That is not only unfair, it is also unworthy and extremely unfortunate. Goddesses, just like human beings, are complex creatures and it is impossible to judge either one of them by any single act or action. If people truly wish to learn about Cerridwen, or about anyone else for that matter, then they need to take the time and exert the effort to do just that. Once that happens, then they will be able to see Cerridwen as she truly is, and they might also discover that she actually has some important qualities to offer them.

Cerridwen takes on the role of the Crone in the typical Welsh Triple Goddess Trinity in which Arianrhod is the Mother and Blodeuwedd the Maiden. Cerridwen has also been known to have dark prophetic powers and, since her totem animal is the sow, she is easily identified as a Goddess of the Underworld, with all the dark and frightening powers that are associated with it.

Like many other Celtic Goddesses, Cerridwen had two children: one child representing the dark aspects, and the other representing the light. Cerridwen’s daughter, Creidwy, represented everything that was beautiful and light, while her son, Afagdu, represented everything that was not.

Cerridwen is also known as the Keeper of the Cauldron of the Underworld, from which divine inspiration and knowledge flow. In the ancient Celtic tradition, the cauldron is its central religious mystery or theme of regeneration, which grows deep within the womb of the Goddess. Although Cerridwen may only be one, out of many Dark Goddesses, she has one particular aspect which makes her truly unique. Cerridwen is the womb of potential from which all manifestations flow, and because of that, she is believed to represent the Wheel of Life: the beginning, the end, and then the beginning once again.

People seem to have no trouble picturing Cerridwen standing there, stirring her cauldron, and brewing within it life and death. Stirring her cauldron is not something that Cerridwen just happens to do, nor it is even something that she chooses to do. Rather, the act of Cerridwen stirring her cauldron is one of necessary obligation. She has no choice in the matter, nor would she ever desire one, because by Cerridwen constantly stirring the souls of the dead, it is then, and only then, that rebirth will come forth from her cauldron.

Cauldrons have always served as important symbols in Celtic mythology, since they have so frequently been associated with wisdom, knowledge, life and death. In Welsh mythology, Cerridwen is the Goddess of Dark Prophetic Powers, and the Keeper of the Cauldron of the Underworld, continuously brewing inspiration and divine knowledge, within her cauldron.

As the "white sow," Cerridwen takes on the aspect of the Great Crone Goddess, and she is also the Dark of the Moon. The most important thing, however, is that it is Cerridwen’s cauldron that we must enter if we are going to be reborn, and then reborn, again.

Cerridwen has appeared as the Washer at the Ford, which is an aspect of the Irish Goddess of War, The Morrigan. She has also appeared as the dark Hag known as the Calleach. It is truly unfortunate that people all too frequently misunderstand Cerridwen and the amazing regenerative powers that she has, because it is that which causes them to fear her. People must actively take the time to get to know Cerridwen, because it is then that they will begin to understand how much she has actually given the world. Once that happens, all of their fears will quickly disappear. That is because, from out of Cerridwen’s cauldron comes Awen, which is better known as inspiration. Without inspiration, mankind would have no purpose, and life would have no meaning.

Cerridwen has been known by many names, including the Dark Moon Goddess, the Great Mother, the Goddess of Nature, and the Grain Goddess. She has also been known as a patroness of death, fertility, regeneration, inspiration, magick, enchantment and knowledge.

Her cauldron, and the white, corpse-eating sow, both connect Cerridwen to the Moon, and after Taliesin came forth from her womb, bards from all over Wales began to call themselves “Cerridorion,” or “Son of Cerridwen,” in the hope that any connection to her, however slight, might help them gain recognition and fame.

Different forms of transformation have always been necessary and important aspects of Celtic Mythology, and it is the cauldron which brings them all together. Three different types of cauldrons exist in the Celtic Mystery Tradition. They are the Cauldron of Transformation; the Cauldron of Rejuvenation and Rebirth; and the Cauldron of Inspiration. Cerridwen's cauldron, however, is the most important and unique of all the different cauldrons, because it is Cerridwen’s cauldron that represents the synthesis of those three cauldrons combined together into one archetypal cauldron.

The Celtic Underworld, also known as the Otherworld, has often been referred to as the “Land of the Ever Young,” and it is Cerridwen’s cauldron which offers people a way of getting there, so that they might gain immortality. They have no fear of death, because death to them is simply an integral part of the constant cycle of life. For every death there is a rebirth, and for every end a new beginning.

Cauldrons have always been important symbols in Celtic mythology. That is because they have been associated very closely with femininity. Cerridwen’s archetypal cauldron represents the great importance and power of the Divine Feminine, which symbolizes rebirth, renewal and transformation. Cerridwen’s cauldron also represents the great power that women held in the pre-Christian, Pagan world, because it is Cerridwen’s cauldron that represents the womb of the Great Mother Goddess, from which all life is born, and then born again.

Cerridwen has always been considered an extremely important Goddess, standing tall in the company of such other Goddesses as Danu, Isis and Demeter. Indeed, Cerridwen is more then just the Celtic Goddess of Inspiration, Intelligence and Knowledge. She is also an extremely powerful example of the Divine Feminine, and it is for that reason that she will always represent freedom for each and every woman who chooses to follow in her path.

PHEW-_____- such a long story isn't it? so, how? creepy right? do you find it amusing? because I do ._. well, that's okay. Sorry I post it in english only. Because I REALLY AM TIRED puahahahaha no no, kidding. Maybe later, if someone asked me to. Anyway, thank you for reading guys!!!

Let's talk about Cerridwen

Good afternoon readers^^! how you all doin' today? It's been a whlie since I last posted about freedom right? So, today I want to talk about Cerridwen and why did I pick cerridwens as my blog adrress. Oke, first I will tell you a little story about this name. So cerridwen is a goddess name. she comes from celtic. Cerridwen's name is derived from the Celtic word "cerru," meaning cauldron. Like the Goddess herself, the cauldron symbolizes the transformative power of magic, wisdom, rebirth and creative inspiration. For these reasons she is seen as a patron Goddess of witches and wizards. She is also associated with the moon, fertility, science, prophecy and poetry. Other spellings of her name include Ceridwen, Cereduin, Keridwen and Kerridwen. I'm often asked how to pronounce Cerridwen? (Ker-RID-Wen) so I thought it would be useful to include that piece of information on this page. And why did I choose Cerridwen as my blog addrres? Like what I said before, I like to read Percy Jackson books so I learned a bit about goddess. Then, I was looking for a goddess name. And I thought maybe I will find one who looks/behave like me. I knew Aphrodith but I know I'm not that beautiful that every man would fall for me like Aphrodith does. Then I met Athena goddess of war like, really? war? no. I never had one-_- so, I found Cerridwen! I found it interesting. Wisdom and Poetry? Really me. I've read her tale. And it's really are sound creepy. But it's really fascinating how you could be inspired by it. I don't know. maybe it's just me who's strange-_- I'm different. really different. but what else? it's me :)  If you guys want to read Cerridwen tale. I will write it right after this. so don't forget to read!  

FREEDOM OF 48 STARLIGHT

HI! Good evening everyone! it's me again ;) how are you guys doing? Tonight I'm going to write a story of one biggest event on my January. (I'm going to write it in casual Indonesian language) so, on Saturday, 17th January 2015 SMAN 48 Jakarta telah mneyelenggarkan acara pentas seni tahunannya yang bertakjub 'FREEDOM OF 48 STARLIGHT' such a great event! freedom of 48 ini adalah acara tahunan SMA 48 nah denger-denger tahun 2015 ini di cap sebagai acara freedom TER-SUKSES! woow!!! so great. Aku juga bagian dari crew freedom tahun ini. Dan rasa bahagia dan bangganya itu loohhh super! Oke, jadi semua panitia mulai kumpul di GOR POPKI,Cibubur jam 05.00 pagi. Terus kita mulai open gate jam 12.00 dan acara dimulai jam 13.00. Acara dibuka sama MC dari siswa SMA 48 sendiri disusul band featuring sampe akhirnya ditutup sam performancenya 48 All-Star. Jam 06.15 acara mulai dibuka sama MC guest star yaitu ka Kemal Pahlevi dan ka Def. S . Cassanova dilanjut DJ Goldie Emeralda dan NIGHT FLIGHT. Nah pas jamnya Goldie diluar mulai rusuh gara-gara gabisa masuk kedalem. tapi untungnya acara didalem ga keganggu. Acara tetep jalan di isi sama guest star yang lain mulai dari SOULJAH, SWEET AS REVENGE, JKT48, Aliel Aryadi, DJ Bimz Barley, sampai akhirnya ditutup sama DJ Yasmin. acara selsai dengan catatan tiket presale sold out h-7 dan tiket ots habis jam 06.35 wiihhhh pokoknya super duper keren acara sekolahku ini! isinya lautan orang. sampe ada yang nanya ini pensi atau konser? hahaha super sukses! Meskipun akhirnya aku harus mimisan dan kekurangan oksigen tapi perjuangannya ga sia-sia. pokoknya selamat buat semua crew yang terlibat dan temen-temen yang udah dateng ke freedom of 48 starlight! see you guys on the next freedom!!!

nih ada beberapa dokumentasi dari acara freedom of 48 starlight!

Look how crowded it was!!!!

Look how cool the lighting was

Ini dia orang-orang hebat dibelakang FREEDOM OF 48 STARLIGHT!!!

That's it guys. cerita tentang closing day freedom of 48 starlight! thats all for tonight I will keep posting my stories so keep catch up my blog! thank you for visiting '3')~

a girl who read

hi everyone! it's me again!!! yeaaaayyyyyy. sorry I got excited for nothing-_-
oh yup yup. I said I will write in Indonesian right oke, start!
jadi sekali lagi namaku Jasmine. kalian bisa panggil aku apapun yang kalian mau nah di episode ini(?) aku bakal cerita tentang seorang jasmine ini. jadi kenapa aku post tulisanku yang satu ini dengan tittle 'a girl who read'? ya, jadi itu salah satu hal tentang aku yang mungkin bakal jadi first impression kalian kalo ketemu aku. I mostly spend my day to read tapi aku ga sekaku bookworm tapi aku bisa dibilang bibliophilia yaa ga ada bedanya sama bookworms tapi yaaa bedalah pokoknya-_- aku suka banget baca buku awalnya emang pengen muntah(?) *gadengboong terus pastinya bikin ngantuk. karena ya jelas, bacanya buku pelajaran. akhirnya aku waktu itu baca buku Dan Brown yang aku temuin di bookshelfnya papa. awalnya aku bener - bener ga tertarik sama sekali dan berfikir kalo itu bukan bacaan yang cocok buat aku. tapi akhirnya baru baca 1 halaman aku udah mulai penasaran. nah! dari situlah aku mulai suka baca buku. akhirnya aku nambah satu lagi koleksi buku favorite. pasti pada tau percy jackson kan? heroes of olympus? iya. aku suka banget buku karya Rick Riordan ini. beda sama cewe lainnya yang biasanya nyari novel romance aku malah suka baca buku fantasy, toh the fact is they also have romance story di dalemnya dan aku lebih suka karena faktanya romance story yang ada di buku - buku fantasy gini tuh malah lebih dapet feelnya. mereka tuh sampe yang bener - bener sacrifice nyawa mereka buat someone they love gitu. mungkin aku ga terlalu sebenci itu sama novel romance. aku juga suka sih 1 atau 2. novel romance yang aku baca sampe sejauh ini buku karya John Green yang ngehits ituloh yang ada filmnya... the fault in our star dan satu - satunya buku romance yang sampe sekarang masih jadi nomer 1 di the best book versi jasmine sih Jane Eyre. pernah denger? coba cari 'jane eyre quotes tumblr'(biar kaya anak jaman sekarang yang lagi nyari quotes buat kalo ada yang minta pap di ask.fm) nanti kalian bakal nemuin banyak quotes dari buku itu yang super duper deep kalo kata anak sekarang bikin baper. ini salah satu buku terberat yang pernah aku baca. bukan berarti berat susah dibawa tapi ini salah satu buku romance classic yang bahasanya berat banget dan lebih complicated karena bahasa inggris. banyak kata yang kadang bikin aku harus buka oxford vocab dan aku harus dengan rela bolak - balik halaman biar ngerti isi bukunya. dan, ya. sampe sekarang belum selsai -_- dan kalo mau cari pick up line berkelas aku rekomendasiin buku ini! masih banyak buku lain yang aku suka. tapi sampe sekarang lucunya aku gabisa baca komik!! (malumaluin banget sih miiinn--) yagitulaahh hehehe. aku selalu usaha buat baca buku originalnya maksudnya yang bahasa inggris bukan yang udah di translate ke bahasa Indonesia. karena kadang pas aku baca malah geli sendiri pas bacanya-_- oh iya aku juga baca william shakespeare poem's itu juga kumpulan poem yang bahasanya berat jadi kadang satu puisi aku butuh satu hari buat ngerti-_- widiiihhh udah nulis panjang nih. segini dulu deh buat hari ini nanti aku lanjutin lagi. see you guys!!chiao'3')~

hello, prettiest!

hi! welcome to my very own journal. ok, first my name is Jasmine Puspa Mulyadi. and some people called me jasmine or min or mine ( I know it's strange but they do called me like that ) and some of them called me jas (ok, it's even sound more awkward) so, it's actually my first blog. I've always have a passion to write so, I decided to make this blog. hihihihi like what I said before I'm gonna make this blog like my very own journal. i will write my special moments, special days, and also some tips and good info for you guys. I'm still learning using english so please forgive me if there are some wrong grammar. yes. I'm starting this blog with english because...... euumm..... well, I just want to -_-
I will write more in Indonesian and I will tell you guys more about me on the next epsiode! Kkk~ see you guys soon! thank you '3`)~